✰♡*•˛❤˛•*✰You Left Me Alone In the Rain✰♡*•˛❤˛•*✰
Well i thought today was just another old boring and tiring routine,
Yeah Of cause it was tuesday
like usual i would wake up in the morning just to get ready for school
once I'm ready...
I pack my bag and left in a car with my dad
the weather wasn't that bad though
I sorta like it..
all cloudy and the chill soft breeze of cold air :)
I like the small trip from my house to my school
easy going
once I arrived at school
first thing I would do is look for my friends.
as usual
I knew they would all be at the canteen eating breakfast
yeah~I catch a glance on this guy..
upper form six
he got the looks thoe :D..
once I met my friends
we talked a lot,after done with breakfast,we went upstairs we called it
'The Kayangan Block'
wanna know why we called it Kayangan?
because My class is saturated at the highest floor of the block of school
you can see a pretty good view from that class
like you can see all one k.k for up there
Lesson begin
first subject it was Bahasa Melayu I
we talk about this 'Asal Usul Melayu'
like 'Bahasa Melayu Kuno','Bahasa Melayu Klasik' and 'Bahasa Melayu Moden'
It's been a while thoe since I begin to think clearly again :)
next class was MUET
as scariest as ever class...
it's not that I'm afraid of being in the english class not being able to speak english and all that..
what I don't like being in the class subject is that you have to answer question that are quite complicated one
Then,
There was recess! :D
after recess
I got a class in Pengajian Perniagaan
one thing I like is that,this topic doesn't seem to be very difficult
Because I am able to digest everything that the lecturer had teaches us
Next class was Bahasa Melayu II
I admit that this class are pretty boring...
I almost fell asleep while the teacher is teaching
after school..
there it goes the RAIN
it was too heavy~u can't barely see the road if you trying to cross the road...
even myself got soaking wet after just spending 2 to 3 min running to find a place a shelter that i could stand against the rain
Oh yeah,me and friends plans a hangout to buy books and stationary for school
it was one a heck of fun
hanging out with friends sometimes
afterwards I was at this bus stop waiting for my dad to come and pick me up at school
yeah~I was trying to call in to my bf cells
but no answer,I called so many time though
it was raining by that time
well of cause my uniform was soaking wet
:'(
trying to get reach to him still no answer..
and when finally my dad came to the rescue:D
on my way back home..
I fell asleep in my dad's car while he was driving..
finally i reach home
first thing I do is take a shower..
afterward I was in bed tucking myself in bed
because it was freezing like in 0 temperature..
so finally he called
I was so mad but I just shut my mouth and
'okay lah 2',ooo~ and all that good stuff to say
but in the inside i was upset that he left me alone in the rain while I'm trying to contact him
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| if only you know |
what else could i do :'(
I'm just a girl that no one going to ever understand me.
07:43
~~::Rumahku bagaikan Sangkar Sengsara:: ~~
Hello Hello~ :D
malam ni nak post pasal life sy yg sgt sesgt boring,bosan,sume pown ade
yela~dah name pown PEREMPUAN,anak BONGSU pula 2
dah tentu kene control habehh
nak kuar hangout dgn member pown separuh mati
yela,asal sebut jak nak kuar jalan..sah2 kene cuci telinga
bukan nak kata ape,cuma ..2 arh dok terperuk dalam rumah
bosan tau! x mcm drg2 ni nak kuar bila2 masa boleh
yg sy ni,seminggu nak keluar sekali pun susah
keluar pagi balik lebih jew dr curfew jam 4
hah~ready je lah telinga 2 utk bernanah dgn ceramah
pok pek pok pek..
pas 2 masuk bilik berkurung kat dalam mengadap lappy tersayang..
ataupun capai ph calling dgn abg tersyg mengadu kene marah :'(
bila dah puas meluah 2
kenelah ambik hati balik
klu x ?..hoho~ xde lah belanja elaunku sebulan..
kekadang rasa mcm kene kurung je kat rumah
sampai kulit ni yg dah sedia putih bertambah putih lagi
2 bkn ape lagi,ni lemak ni kat badan bertambah
mcm manalah nak jaga bdn bg slim
klu asyik dok rumah je x kuar lansung
ni lagi ni esok nak kuar shopping sikit bagi happy
tp rase cuak pula nak bg tau kat papa and my SCARY sis
huhu :'( wish me luck je lah kene approve kuar jalan sok
dah seminggu sy dok terperuk kat rumah ni
dah naik muak tgk latar yg same je tiap2 hari
2 je lah untuk hari ni :D
semoga all gentlemen and gentlewomen XD
senyum senyum selalu :D,awet muda yg free punye.
goodnight~
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| thats my friend,they took a picture of me while skype-ing with them >.<'' |
08:22
<<::**Penantian_yang_penuh_dengan_Penyeksaan**::>>
Ni first time sy post in malay..Hoho :O..beri tepukan kpd sy~
(So jgn mengejek psl spelling x betul,I'm a beginner)
Okay,pasal penantian 2 hah..yg nak di sharekan ni..
First thing pasal nak sambung belajar ni.amboii~susah tau..
2 arh pasal dulu masa form 4 dok honeymoon setahun belajar pun x,buku pun sentuh
masa form 5 dok gurau senda jew dlm kls x serious psl future
dua bulan sebelum spm baru nak struggle(tahap maximum)
cita2 jew lebih nak jadi engineering,doktorlah..soma pun ade
tp result oo~hampeh..
kira bersyukurlah juga dpt result yg okay.
bila dah tgk result 2 x berapa memuaskan sy pun tukarlah cita2 yg ikut kemampuan result :D
So sy aim nak masuk UITM kat K.K..
so masa isi upu 2..soma pilihan kat UITM k.k,x nak jauh2 takut demam rindu dgn abg yg tersyg..hahaXD
sementara menunggu keputusan keluar 2..sy pun pg berjoli..hahaXD..X lah..dok rumah je jadi bos
pok.pok.pok..dpt tawaran dr Al-Bukhary Universiti(kedah) utk course Foundation in Science
masa 2 hati ni berbelah bagi kejap nak kejap x
Result upu pun kuar x lme lps 2..nak tau sy dpt ape? DUKACITA....
walaooo~patah seribu woo hatiku ini :'((
so sy pun buatlah rayuan tuk upu..
so..tggu punya tggu byk tawaran dtg tp x de satu pun yg menarik minat
tetibe dtg tawaran tuk ke politeknik
mmg terkejut berok bila dpt tau dpt tawaran,sbb igt x de apply ary 2 masa isi upu
bila cek politeknik ni dpt DIP kejuruteraan elektronik(komputer)..
mmg happy tahap gaban!..tp bila scroll down..
HAMPEH!
sbb dpt kat pahang :'( kwn2 soma dpt kat sarawak..ade yg dpt kat sabah
sampainye hati politeknik buang sy ke pahang.
ikut hati sy tolak je tawaran 2..
masi tetap menunggu jawapan utk rayuan upu 2
rasenyee bilalah result 2 kuar :'(
jealous tau tgk kekawan yg lain dah sambung belajar
OHH TIDAK! minggu dpn dah nak mula sekola..x suke,x suke..
x nak form 6 tp ikut hati mcm nak stay jew form 6
almaklumlah,form 6 skg gune sistem baru..ikut penggal
so kira ade tiga STPM sepanjang pengajian kat form 6 ni
apakan daya..hamba x mampu membuat keputusan sendiri..
sbb dpt influence dr my big sis yg seram and menakutkan at the same time
kata dya,kalau boleh form 6 2 biarlah jadi pilihan terakhir..
that's all for today ^__^..x nak byk type bende mengarut lagi mencarut ni..
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| RILAKKUMA :3 |
Goodnight!! muah..muah..:**
<<official by>>
07:52
Ulzzang is My Inspiration
ULZZANG???
is a popular SOUTH KOREAN term literally meaning "best face" or "good-looking". Originally used as a slang term, this word in the English lexicon has evolved into describing a person that follows specific style of fashion. A person desiring eoljjang status would gain popularity on the internet through entering contests where their photos are judged and chosen by voters, though many became well-known eoljjangs from having popular CYWORLD accounts or have gained popularity in school for being attractive.
this is one of the video above thousands of them that I've founded on youtube,well let say why I love them?.because it looks super natural :D(not really because u'll be needing contact lenses and a make up)..but mainly the make up is just so simple.The way ulzzang dress up..are quite simple too and comfortable,Thats explain why I really take ulzzang as my inspiration on styling my everday look :3.
PICTURE OF THEM~~ :3
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| komi xi |
have a nice day ^__^..
19:30
✰♡*•˛❤˛•*✰ _Me And You_✰♡*•˛❤˛•*✰
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| we are in cybercafe playing dota :3 |
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| being with him makes me feel safe enough to just to fall asleep :3 |
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he is right there beside me playing his cabal chronicle online game <3
I love taking picture and place it as my memory,what about you guys? do you guys love taking picture of yourself? |
I love ulzzang <3 they are pretty!!
kindly add me on FB=^..^=
https://www.facebook.com/KeVannSheDevil
07:59
People That I hate,are the people I'll never forgive even after reincarnation
I'ma treat you well if you treated me equally,that is how things work for me...better play nice then rough cause you'll end up just like these people..the people who I hated the most
I don't know where to start neither where to begin,Well let's say I'm going to post about this girl who i eventually hate..which I trusted her with my person to be just not more than a friend even though i don't know her.But I'm okay with it,Let say i put a nick here 'GG'..well this GG girl,just got left by her love one which is one who going to marry his fiance~...So by that time this girl just knew my person..so this girl shared her secret her problem with my person..and yet they become friends until the last two week before the end of the semester.So this girl and my person got close with each other.Closer than they ever was..until the semester had come to an end.As usual they all spread up like little tiny ant everywhere.Yeah they did keep in touch with each other,I was okay with it though..until one faithful night,I was on skype webcaming with my person and the same talking in the phone with him.a couple hours went by.and then the phone just shut.I looked him in the cam,looking at him talking to someone else,his expression was different..I got anxious,and waited for him to call me back,a half an hour past he called back.continuing our conversation,but I'm no longer interested in talking about my mind was focus to the person he was talking to.Yet again he tries to hide it,but unsuccessfully he gave up in the end,telling me that this GG girl confess to him that she loves him.my person rejected her because he have me,but something just pull the other side of me out is that GG threaten us that she would make us both fight with each other putting this relationship at risk.I was completely mad,and ask him to stop texting this girl or have any connection with her..so he did,no text,no facebook,no calling(I don't know if this is true)well..I can't really trust almost everybody..this girl then went into facebook with another account started accusing me for something that I didn't do,and yet I didn't fight back.stay calm...but deep inside imma go and rip her throat off :)
now those days had past,I just hope I'll never see that girl in his life or mine..because I can't hold myself just to give her a punch on the face :D..
Here's another one,umm..this time it is also a girl let me put her nick in capital MG.So this I known to be my person foster sister that are superb caring far more than a girlfriend could be if you guys what i mean,So this MG girl known my person for almost two years.And they got into the same campus,while I'm stuck my ass in school working my butt off for SPM.this MG girl took care of my person.Me and him were sorta fighting by that time,so he spent a lot of time with her.I 'm pretty envy about this things.until one day this MG girl came into facebook started commenting on a status saying that I'm childish and all that,saying my pride was taken away because i begged for him to stay with me.So i thought this girl just make herself in the list..because everything she says was never true it was all a lie,I don't know where that story from neither do who say it to her.I was really pissed off,one thing I didn't fight back..stay calm as I'm.everything was over after weeks.But then there was this day when his bf came to me and tell all about her secret with my person.U can't rea;;y believe what happen is that two years ago.my person and this MG girl were a couple and my person have me at the same time,so it's a cheat..not faithful relationship i lose my trust completely towards everyone.I cried all day long..I did almost cut my wrist for it.knew I was stupid for doing this sort of stuff,but I did it to make me feel relieve.What hurt the most is that I just can't mention it here :(..its beyond anything I had ever known..but those days had far gone..so everything back to normal now
I JUST CAN'T FORGET THE THINGS THAT HURT ME IN THE PAST SO I CARVED IT HERE
Sharing this thing is a relief for me,like what I wrote on my blog..blog is like my dairy <3
have a nice day you guys :3
07:43
